Nothing Happened at All

Chapter One

Nadia Sarr was thirty-four and she had an account of the last two years that had not changed in three tellings.

Sabine had spent four hours on her across two mornings. She came to the office on time both times, in the same coat, with a folder of her own that she did not open and did not put down. She answered every question. The answers were consistent with each other, and with the affidavit, and with the school’s letter, and with almost nothing that mattered.

The referral was a custody assessment. Family Court, October, both parents represented, a girl of seven. The father’s counsel had asked for it and the mother’s counsel had not opposed it, which meant they had each done the arithmetic and got the same answer, and it was Sabine’s job to write eleven pages that a judge would read in about nine minutes.

There was one period. Eighteen months, between the separation and the interim order, in which Nadia Sarr had done a number of things that were each individually explicable.

“You moved four times.”

“Three. The one on Ossington was a sublet for six weeks and I’ve never counted it.”

“Four addresses in eighteen months.”

“If you count the sublet.”

“Why?”

“Because rent went up and then it went up again.” She had her hands around the folder she was not opening. “You’ve got the leases. I gave them to the lawyer in July.”

“I have the leases. I’m asking why you moved.”

Sarr looked at her for a second.

“You’re asking whether I was moving her away from him.”

“I’m asking why you moved.”

“Then the answer is rent,” Sarr said. “And if you want the other answer as well, the other answer is that in the second place he came to the door twice and I did not report it because reporting it makes me the person who reports things. So you can put both of those in and I’d rather you did than picked one.”

Sabine wrote offered both and did not underline it.

She had been doing this eleven years and there were perhaps four people in that time who had handed her the unhelpful version of their own conduct unprompted, and she had never once been able to decide what it meant. An honest person does it. So does somebody who has worked out that a psychologist rewards it.

The instrument did not have a field for that.

“What does she call the flat on Dovercourt?”

“Home.”

“And the one before?”

“The old one.” Sarr’s mouth went. “She’s seven. Everything before this one is the old one. There were three of them and they’ve all got the same name.”

She printed it at four, put it in a folder, and took the folder out to the car because Peregrine would read page nine in about nine seconds and tell her what was wrong with it in about four.

The invitation had come to the office on Tuesday, in an envelope, by post.

* * *

The last cell tower on Airport Road stood in a field behind a fence with three strands of wire, and she passed it at four forty with the sun already off the tops of the hedgerows. After the tower the road went up. The signal died somewhere in the next four kilometers. It had died there in May on the way to a hearing in Shelburne and she had spent twenty minutes on the shoulder waiting for a map.

She pulled onto the gravel at the stop sign where the sideroad came in and put the car in park.

The card was in the door pocket. She propped it against the instrument cluster and read it again with the engine running.

Dr. Okafor. Friday 21 November, five thirty. Fennimore House, 4 Sideroad, Mulmur. There is a matter of professional courtesy that will not survive a letter. P.A.

Four sentences and an initial.

The card was buff, uncoated, heavier than it needed to be. She turned it over out of habit. It was the stock she ordered for report covers, the 300, and the Kellard Group’s supplier had put the price up twice this year and once with a letter about pulp. The edge was cut clean and slightly out of square at one corner. Somebody had trimmed it themselves rather than had it done.

Peregrine had written professional courtesy and left it there. In fifteen years he had never once told her a thing in advance that he could tell her in a room. In 2014 he had let her drive to Kingston without mentioning that the hearing had been adjourned, and when she came back he said that she had needed to see the building.

Her phone buzzed in the cupholder. The bank, the monthly summary, the same one that arrived on the twenty-first. She cleared it with her thumb and put the phone face down on the passenger seat.

Then she picked it up again and called Oren.

He answered on the second ring. The extractor fan was going behind him.

“Where are you.”

“Mulmur. Somewhere. There’s a sign for a river.”

“That’s not a place.”

“It’s a river.”

“You said Shelburne.”

“I said near Shelburne. It’s north of Shelburne and then it’s east.” She checked the dash. “I’m going to be an hour with Peregrine and then I’m coming back. Home by eleven.”

There was a pause and something metal went down on the counter.

“Eleven,” he said.

“Home by eleven.”

“Home by eleven.” He said it back to her flat, the second time. He did that when he wanted a thing on record. “There’s soup. I’m not waiting up but I’ll leave the light.”

He hung up first. He always hung up first. She had stopped minding around year two.

* * *

Past the stop sign the hedges came in tight on both sides and the pavement gave way to something the township had gravelled in the spring and not gone back to. She took it at forty. Twice the car found a hole and shrugged sideways and her hands corrected before she had decided anything.

There were no lights. Down to the right the land dropped toward the river and one farm’s yard light stood a long way off across it, and then a fold of hill took the light and did not give it back.

The bars went at the second cattle gate. She watched them go and then the crossed circle come up, and then she stopped watching.

Nine minutes later the hedge broke on the left and there was a lane with a mailbox on a post and a brick house at the end of it with every downstairs window lit.

Fennimore House was two storeys, older than the road, with a low addition on the back that somebody had put on in the seventies and had not tried to match. The brick of the addition was a different brick and had been laid by a different hand.

Five cars stood in the turning circle, parked anyhow on gravel.

She counted them going in, twice, because the card had not mentioned anybody else. A hatchback with a roof box. A gray sedan. A pickup with a magnetic sign peeled half off the door. A small blue thing parked badly. A newer estate.

She reversed into the last space so the car faced out. Oren had teased her about it for ten years and she had never once parked the other way.

The cold came up off the gravel through her shoes. The sky had gone clear and there was nothing over the fields but the last gray in the west. November had not been properly cold yet this year and nobody had put their winter coats where they could reach them. She zipped hers to the top and stood for a second listening, and there was a generator or a pump running somewhere behind the house and then it stopped.

A car had been in the space beside her recently enough that the gravel was still dark where it had stood out of the frost.

She took the Sarr folder off the passenger seat.

The mudroom door was four steps up from the gravel, with a boot tray beside it that had nothing in it and a light burning warm somewhere further in. Voices behind the door, several, not loud. Somebody laughed once and stopped.

She went up the steps and got her hand as far as the level of the glass.

The door opened.

Peregrine Ash stood in the frame with the light behind him. Past his shoulder, in the hall, five other people were already standing with their coats off, turned toward the door. They had been listening to her come up the gravel.

“Sabine,” he said. “Come in out of it.”

Chapter Two

The intake call was on the twenty-second of October and it was fifteen minutes and most of it was diary.

Sabine did them herself. The office had offered twice to have somebody else do them and she had said no twice, on the grounds that the first voice a person hears from an assessment is part of the assessment, and she had never written that down anywhere because it was the sort of thing that sounds better in a corridor.

“Doctor Okafor.”

“Yes.”

“It’s Nadia Sarr. I got a letter with a number on it.”

“You did. Thank you for calling. I’ve got about fifteen minutes and I want to use them on how this works rather than on anything about you, and then we’ll book two mornings.”

“Okay.”

She went through it. What the referral was. Who had asked for it. What she would do and in what order. That she would see both parents separately and the child once, at home, and that the home visit was a visit and not an inspection and that nobody was going to look in a fridge.

“Do you want to ask anything.”

“Not yet,” Sarr said. “You’ll get it all on the day. If I start now I’ll do it badly on the phone and then I’ll do it again on the day and you’ll have two.”

Sabine wrote aware of repetition effect and did not underline it.

“That’s a reasonable thing to want,” she said.

“Can I say the shape of it, though. Not the whole thing. Just so you’re not going in cold.”

“If you’d like.”

And Nadia Sarr gave it to her in about ninety seconds.

Separation in the March. Three addresses, or four if you counted a sublet on Ossington that lasted six weeks. Rent went up and then it went up again. Two visits to the door on Lansdowne that she had not reported. School transfer in the September. Interim order.

Then she stopped.

Sabine had the pad in front of her and had written the addresses down in a column because that is where addresses go.

“That’s clear,” she said.

“It’s not clear. It’s short.”

“It’s in order.”

“Well,” Sarr said. “It happened in an order.”

Sabine looked at the column.

Ninety seconds was fast. Not remarkably fast. Two years of a life is not a large number of events once you take out the weather, and she had taken histories from people who could not get to the end of a fortnight in an hour and from people who could do a decade before the tea went cold, and neither of those told you anything on its own.

She wrote 90s, sequenced, unprompted and moved on to the diary.

They booked the two mornings. Sarr wanted the earlier one because of a shift and then said the shift was not really a shift, it was a thing she did on Tuesdays that she would rather not move, and did not say what it was, and Sabine did not ask, because you do not spend a question in an intake call.

“One thing,” Sarr said, when the dates were done.

“Go on.”

“Who reads it.”

“The court. Both counsel. The judge.”

“That’s not what I mean.” A door went at her end. “I mean afterward. It’s got my life in it. Where does it sit.”

Sabine had an answer to this. She had given it perhaps two hundred times and it was accurate and it took about forty seconds and it covered retention periods and the file and the fact that a report is a document in a proceeding and not a record about a person.

“It sits in the court file,” she said. “And on ours, for ten years.”

“And can I have it.”

“You can have a copy from your counsel, yes.”

“No,” Sarr said. “I mean can I have it. Can I read it.”

“Yes.”

“People say yes to that in a voice.”

“I’ve probably got a voice,” Sabine said. “You can read it. I’d rather you did. I write them so that the person can.”

There was a pause on the line that was not evasion.

“Right,” Sarr said. “Then I’ll see you on the third.”

She rang off, and Sabine sat with a pad with a column of addresses on it and three words underneath, and did not think about it again for a fortnight.

* * *